All About Meltdowns…

I have let it be known many times here on RJsCorner that I have significant Aspie traits. I have not been officially diagnosed, nor do I care to be, so I don’t call myself an Aspie. If you want to know more about this condition, at least from my personal perspective click here.

I had an Aspie type meltdown about three weeks ago that scared me. I have had a few more since then so I kinda get the reason for them. If you care to read about my first meltdown click here to see that post.

These meltdowns have been related to Covid-19 Lockdown. To get to the root of these events it is initiated by people who refuse to wear a mask to protect me from them; they simply drive me crazy. Wearing a mask is such little thing to do especially when a possible life is saved. I have gone off on one person or another on almost every trip out of the house. The person today wouldn’t even step back, so I could pass at a safe distance, and she was an employee of the store! She laughed at my request but stood her ground. Needless to say, even though I have been a customer of that company for fifty plus years I will never step into another TSC farm store again! I guess she took the liar-in-chief’s words that he has now been conquered the virus and everything can get back to normal. How naive can some people be?

I am anxious about many things now, and I am quite irritable, especially when I am away from the homestead during these times. These panic attacks and outbursts scare me. Will they get worse when the second wave of the virus likely hits? I don’t know.

If there is just one person in a crowd of fifty who refuses to wear a mask, she will almost certainly not get the virus from the other forty-nine, but she could infect the rest of the crowd. This virus will continue until we can either convince the non-mask wearer to voluntarily wear a mask around others or make it mandatory for him to do so. One or the other…